@SamuelLarsen

I just kinda wanted to let you know...ur an inspiration. I know, I know; stupid girl who just want attention. But, this time, not so much. When I first saw you on the glee project, I thought "this hollagin, he's not gonna go far. But, you did! You believed in your self, and worked hard, and you did it! And you know what? I did something I never thought I could ever do! All thanks to you I have a future and a life! Thanks;)

All Singing, All Dancing Crap Of The World

My head is so full of broken promises, unfollowed follow ups, fucked up relationships, unfriendly "friends" who talk, and bitch and yell and freak at every little bump in the road. I work to impress. I put strong walls, and thick makeup masks. I stretch the truth. I lie a lot. I try, not as hard as I could. I smoke so much. Sometimes I burp up smoke and don't remember when it was from. I bake so hard so long I am sometimes still high the next morning! I sleep all the time. I veg. I can't wait till I get my new place tho! I can have my boy friend over and have sex without the room mates hearing! And vise versa on there behalf...I feel like I fail all the time. And that makes me feel really sad. So I say and feel really fucked up things. Sometimes I can't believe the things that pass between my ears. The curule assholiean fucking puss-y vomit of the underbelly of the forgotten children's minds. I fuck mothers for a break, I kick puppy's and piss on baby's. I fucking hate myself sometimes..then others I think I'm kinda ok. Most people think I really like myself. I mean. I like myself a lot more than I did a few years ago. I dunknow. Maybe I'm just having a mental melt down. Maybe I'm just fucked. Maybe I'm this dimensions Tyler Durden. But then again, the first rule is not to talk about it...

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Jesse rites the nices poetry. It's smooth, and real, and joker. It makes sense to me. It's like the image of a god took some wire and strung our brains together. All the nights of watching endless batman. Reading comics. Talking about the joker. Skipping, butter fly finger dance, face paint, nude girl magazine, British chicks. You and I got something that people just exaggerate on how alike our brains are. It's like. Like. Everything. An. And it doesn't even matter that your so far, cuz, cuz your still you, and that's what matters! All that matters is that your awesome and I want you to be you for ever! I want you to work really hard at it though! I want you to wright like crazy! Work really really hard! Make a bunch of money and just do it! Be! Live! Open! Explode! Become the serge, become the beat! Move within, without, back. Forth. Plow. Let nothing get in the way my dearest! You make me smile so often! It's ridiculous! But. You also make me kinda sad sometimes. You get so down on your self. You don't see how truly fucking awesome you are to hang out with! I love to just chill and watch a tv show or a movie. I just want you to know that someone really loves you Jesse. Your my fave! Ily<3