Saturday, December 17, 2011

Her's

Oneday;
Someone's going to say that you've got beautiful eyes. They're going to find your soul and stay there for hours because it's the most interesting place to them.

One day someone is going to trace patterns on your flesh with their eyes and memorize all your details. Your smile will be like the sun coming through the clouds to them.

Someday; someone is going to love you like you're the only person in a room they see. Someday someone is going to love you the way you need, that I am just not able to do.

I wish the world for you. If I could get you the moon and stars to put in your life I would.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Your Crying.

I don't know what to do. Or how to help. He dosent understand. I wish I knew what to do. I'm sorry!
I know u miss her. And now I can't stop crying. God! Why does he think this is even remotely ok? I mean he has to be clinically retarded. He dosent know anything. He resorts to things at random, and incriminating facts to get what he wants. Which he dosent. He thinks he knows stuff, he dosent. There is nothing be can do to make u do anything.
I would like to say that I could be a parent, but I can't live up to your mom, and I defiantly don't want to be conspired to your dad.
That display was frankly repulsive and disturbing. The immaturity was astronomic and it was border line mentally challenged.
I just want to give you a chance to get out of here. To be your own person. To be undefined by precursors.
I keep thinking about the what if's. What if you saw that post. What if you see this post. To all my unloyal followers, I love her. I live with her. I share a bed with her. But I can't tell her. If I did. It would ruin our friendship. She sees me as a unconventional "daughter" of sorts. I will always be that unconventional best friend...*tears