so i ask this really super amazing local musician if i could use her song for that movie i want to make. shes not sure, and i feel bad cuz i asked her right out of the blue. it was like "hey im weird can i use your song?" it was mighty awkward....

so tonight i was supposed to meet a bunch of ppl and hang out at OU (Organic Underground) and what did they do? they changed the time to two hours earlier than when i showed up. i swear the peps at the cafe were freakin! they probably thought i was gonna rape someone or something, so i bought a latte just to not look creepy. i still did. *face palm*

so its remembrance day. and we went down to the gym for a twenty minuet thing. like really? twenty minuets? those people saved out bacon and all we can do is give them twenty minuets?!?! gawd, like these are sons, daughters, mothers, fathers, friends brothers, sisters. they had lives, they could have had children who will never get to know them. a lot were only in their twenty's, we will never get to know the greatly awesome people they may have become. and all we can do is give them twenty minuets? my school system is seriously messed up!


man every time i see that pic up there i feel sad. i mean think about it. think of all the people who still talk about him, think about him. how can he rest in peace? i mean he didn't even die in a good way. Naked on his bed from an overdose, is that really the way anyone wants to go? especially the naked part, i mean how awkward?!

anyway, thats all i got for now. but for now...whatever....