I Don't Know...?

I can't figure you out. Your here then there, then nowhere, then everywhere, then here again...and it's great. I feel important, thought about, remembered. Then your gone. And I feel hurt, and alone, and the closer I get to you it rips alittle more off. Off of what? I'm still not really sure. Me, my heart, my soul? I don't know. I don't know much. I'm pretty dumb, but I do know this: your awesome, I miss the shit out of you, and you should let me find you...just once...