Goodbye

Somedays I wonder what I did without you. How I got through my day without thinking about you, talking to you. I can't even go one day without talking about you. I feel like I wait in the lull of conversation to say something about you. I've decided though that this is it. You can't have me anymore. This is my heart letting you go. And I hope, nay, I pray you are happy with who ever you chose. I wish you love and warmth and all the happiness in the world with her. I know that this is going to hurt. Hurt a lot. But, I know this has to be done. This is a step to self improvement. I can't be hung up on a guy who feels differently than I do. I know you still love me and still care, I think that maybe what's so painful about letting you go. There will always be room in my heart, maybe a smaller place than before, possibly even berried alittle for my well being and sanity, but will always and forever be there just for you.